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Thursday, December 30, 2010

2010 wrap up.

Hello.
Don't worry, I'm in an okay mood right now, so this won't be another 'emo' post. Hehe. :p
In about a day's time we'd be ushering in the year 2011 !
Alhamdulillah, I can say that 2010 has been a good year albeit it having some minor setbacks.
Since I am in such good spirits tonight I'm gonna list down a summary of my happenings in 2010. :D
  1. The highlight of the year for me is of course my marriage to the most awesome husband a woman can ever ask for ! (Ini bukan bodek ye. Hehe.) Alhamdulillah. Mr Sunshine's wonderful family who welcomed me into their family with open arms is a true blessing for me. Alhamdulillah. :D
  2. Mr Sunshine and I went for our first honeymoon in Langkawi this year. It was an unforgettable trip ! Reminiscing about it still gives me butterlies in my tummy. *blushes*
  3. I have gained 4 kilograms since I got hitched ! But Mr Sunshine says I'm "tetap comel !". Haha.
  4. My family came to visit Mr Sunshine and I here in Terengganu in February and we had a blast !
  5. Dealt with a few health issues of my own. 
  6. Marc graduated, was a management trainee for half a year and is now a working man ! Alhamdulillah. :)
  7. I turned 26 this year and Mr Sunshine surprised me with something I have always wanted ! We also made time for a short but fun trip to Genting, Kuantan and Cherating for my birthday ! ;D
  8. Got roasted
  9. Mr Sunshine and I enjoyed the company of my in-laws when they came over in June. :D
  10. Cried like a baby when Brazil lost to the Netherlands during the World Cup ! Argh, I'm still so tak puas hati !
  11. Had the best weekend ever !
  12. Lost a friend.
  13. Made a few new ones. Hello Mel ! Hello Eka ! *waves frantically*
  14. I got confirmed this year too. Alhamdulillah. 
  15. Gobbled up almost all of our delicious Raya cookies before Raya. Hehe.
  16. Mr Sunshine and I celebrated our first Raya as husband and wife and boy, it was an amazing experience. :)
  17. Watched a movie at the Terengganu's first TGVcineplex, in Mesra Mall, Kerteh which just opened the week before. :D
  18. I had a hard time accepting the fact that Mr Sunshine and I were gonna have to stay here in Terengganu longer than I had expected to.
  19. Mr Sunshine turned 25 ! My gift for him was not as extravagant as his was for me, which made it not blog worthy. Sobs.
  20. Annisa and I went for a splendid mini getaway here in Terengganu. 
  21. Daddy was warded for a week due to pneumonia. :(
  22. And the latest good news, Lene passed her driving examination yesterday !! Yay !
Whether good or bad, I am grateful for everything that I have been blessed with, this year. Alhamdulillah.
As for resolutions, since I successfully achieved my ONLY resolution I made for this year (haha), I am gonna go ahead and make one for next year.
For 2011, I want to BE A BETTER CLINICAL PHARMACIST, which means I have to pull up my socks and stop making excuses for myself.
All this while, I have actually been stressing over my own incompetency (and laziness). Sad, but true.
Let's see how it goes next year, eh ? InshaAllah.

What are your 2011 resolutions ?

Since New Year's Day is not a public holiday for us here in Terengganu, and I will be working this weekend ( and on January 1st), Mr Sunshine and I will be celebrating the new year in our humble abode, just the two of us. InshaAllah. :)

Have a good weekend everyone ! :D

xoxo

Sunday, December 26, 2010

i feel like quitting my job.

Seriously, that's how I have been feeling for the past two weeks.
Mr Sunshine has received two text messages from me telling that, "Saya seriously nak berhenti kerja !" while I was at work.
I don't know what has gotten into me, but lately I have not been able to handle all the stress at work so well.
It could be due to the recent going ons in my life, with Daddy being unwell, with the distracting pain I have been enduring and of course, work itself.

Even one minuscule thought about work can make me soooo tensed up, I get worried that I might go crazy.
Take this morning for example, I woke up and work was the first thing that crossed my mind, I felt all the muscles in my body tighten while I stared at the ceiling trying to calm myself down.

I can burst into tears any time right now.

I'm happy for those of you who are at peace with your respective jobs and love doing it day in day out but I just can't say the same for myself.

I do not know how long I can go on faking smiles.

P.S: THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL YOU KIND THOUGHTS AND WELL WISHES HERE, ON FACEBOOK OR THROUGH THE PHONE ! YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME ! YES, I MEAN YOU ! ;D

xoxo

Friday, December 24, 2010

of hospital admissions.

I can't believe it's Friday already !
Alhamdulillah, Daddy was discharged from Selayang Hospital last Wednesday. From what Marc and Marlene told me and from Daddy's voice through the phone, he's looking/sounding much better. Alhamdulillah.
Poor Daddy, he had to spend a week in the hospital ! He had a hard time accepting the fact that he was down with pneumonia. :(
Thank you to all the doctors and nurses who attended to Daddy and thank you to all relatives and friends who took time to come and visit him. :)
Much love to Marc and Marlene for taking turns to accompany Daddy throughout his nights in the hospital. &hearts:
Marlene was there on most nights, and Marc and I slept over for one night each only as we had work commitments.

This was taken last Saturday. Poor Daddy. :(

On that very same Wednesday on which Daddy was discharged, I was referred and admitted to Hospital Sultanah Nur Zahirah (HSNZ), Kuala Terengganu for a persistent lower abdominal pain I have been having for the past three weeks or so. The doctors in my hospital referred me to HSNZ because they found something abnormal on the ultrasound image they carried out on me. At that moment, I was already crying because I was terrified of what I might find out.
I was fortunate to get a comfortable room in the first class ward, and Mr Sunshine spent the night with me. :)

Me in my oversized hospital clothes.

Mr Sunshine getting real comfy on the couch in my room.

I had to go through a pelvic exam, using a speculum (very uncomfortable !) and a bimanual one. They told me my cervix was normal, Alhamdulillah. Then I had to go through a transvaginal scan, which is how they detected that I had a 2.7cm x 2.7 cm cyst in my right ovary. :'(
I was discharged yesterday because I did not complain of any pain. Well actually, I was in slight pain but I did not let the doctors/nurses know because I did not want to spend another night there !
I have an appointment with the O & G clinic in a month's time, to see whether the cyst is getting bigger and whether it's benign or malignant. I hope everything goes well, Ameen.

I need to learn to not get worked up over things so easily. Not healthy, not healthy !

Since I am told to get lots of rest, Mr Sunshine has disallowed me from doing ANYTHING. No house chores at all ! He did the laundry, he went out to buy food for us, and he's currently cleaning up the house.
I definitely have THE BEST husband in the whole wide world ! Alhamdulillah. ;D

December has been pretty rough for the whole family. :(
I'm hoping the new year will be better. Ameen.

Happy Christmas and happy holidays to all ! ;D

xoxo

Saturday, December 18, 2010

of trials.

Daddy has been warded in Selayang Hospital since last Wednesday night.
These past few days have been very difficult and exhausting for the whole family.
We're all hoping and praying he fully recovers and gets back to being cute old Daddy.

However trying the times may be, I am thankful for all the little things that Allah has blessed us with.

xoxo

Thursday, December 09, 2010

of feeling dispirited.

Daddy has been ill for more than a week now. 
That, and a multitude of other things crowding my thoughts explains the lack of inspiration to blog about anything.
Ok bye.

xoxo