bulan mengambang.

Currently feeling: Flabby
Currently listening to: Long Way To Happy - P!nk

Last Wednesday I suddenly had this strong feeling of taking a bus trip to Kuala Terengganu on Thursday morning after my night shift ended. I so wanted to see my boyfriend.
So I did just that.
I rushed to get a bus ticket from Hentian Putra on Wednesday evening, and found out that I could board the bus from Putrajaya itself. I felt lucky. I got lucky twice that day, once when I applied for leave on Friday at the very last minute. Fortunately my leave was granted but not after an hour of waiting after working hours.
I finished work at 7 am last Thursday, went back to freshen up and pack my stuff and headed straight to Putrajaya Sentral. I was a bit nervous about leaving Coco there for two nights. But I had no idea where else to park it. So I prayed and tawakkal only lah. It was too late to think about other options, anyway.
I boarded the 9.30 am bus, it picked up more passengers at Hentian Putra after that. I had trouble getting some shut eye on the bus eventhough I was so freaking exhausted, I just went through more than 24 hours with no sleep OK. I don't know whether it was the uncomfortable seat or I was just so anxious to meet Mr Sunshine. My head hurt like mad.
I finally reached Kuala Terengganu just before 5 pm.
Mr. Sunshine was already waiting for me and as soon as he saw me, he greeted me happily with, "Welcome to Terengganu !".
In an attempt to cheer me up, he brought me to a waterfall (Air Terjun Sekayu) on Friday morning for a picnic date. We had Nasi Lemak, a few snacks and kuih and guava juice. Not bad for a last minute thingy. But, as it was a last minute thingy, I could not take a dip in the water because I did not have any extra clothes. He, on the other hand, came prepared with an extra sleeveless top and tracksuit and even brought his towel !
Nevertheless, I did manage to have a good time, dipping my legs in the water, laughing at his silly antics and screaming my lungs out at the sight(s) of frogs. There were so many of them ! OK there were only three but still geli lah kan.
There was something about that place that made me forget about all my worries for awhile.
He brought me to the Taman Tamadun Islam's Monument Park after Friday prayers. I got to feast my eyes on beautiful and one of a kind replicas of historic Islamic monuments. It's definitely an interesting place to visit. I wanted to go into the Crystal Glass Mosque but unfortunately I was not exactly appropriately dressed to enter a mosque, so I was a bit dissapointed.
Note to self: Carry a scarf everywhere.
We had dinner and cake that night, and took a stroll on the beach for a bit.

I took the 8.20 am flight back here on Saturday morning. *sad*
I would have loved to stay until Sunday but Yus' wedding was this weekend and there was no way I was gonna miss it.
Her akad was yesterday morning and her reception was today. She looked absolutely lovely ! Everything went as planned, Alhamdulillah. Yati and I could not stop talking about how beautiful Yus looked, she looked like a princess having a fairy tale wedding.
She looked genuinely happy. I am so so so happy for her !
May Allah bless their marriage always, Aamin.

I have photos to upload but I can't seem to find my Photoshop cd, I need to resize the photos because I don't wanna use up too much of Blogger's uploading capacity. So I guess the photos have to wait.

I was asking Daddy on whether Mummy used to have PMS symptoms. I was starting to worry because mine seem to be getting worse every month. I have MAJOR mood swings or more accurate, turbulences.

Daddy: Yes but not so bad lah, ya'll should know.
Me: Err, I didn't know when Mummy gets her period every month.
Daddy: Bila bulan mengambang, period lah !
Me: *puzzled*
Lene: Hah ? Nooo, not everyone gets period at the same time !
Daddy: Depends lah. Sometimes before, sometimes after, sometimes during.
Lene: That means not when bulan mengambang lah !
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Daddy, I don't know what I would do without you.

Happy ONE year, awak.
Congratulations, Yus !
I love you both.

xoxo

miss you already.

Currently feeling: Blue
Currently listening to: Nothing

I am just in no mood to do anything except sit in my room and sleep. And maybe cry a bit or a lot. Who cares, right ?
Mr Sunshine is on his way back to Terengganu (he was already in Kemaman the last time I checked and that was about half an hour ago) and I am extremely sad.
We did not get to spend much quality time together this time around, we met last night (Friday) at around 8 pm as I got off work pretty late and he had to settle a couple of things pertaining to his car earlier in the day.
He helped me moved most of my things into my new room, then we had a late dinner, and before we knew it, it was today (Saturday) and he had to send his car to the tint shop which took fucking 4 hours to finish as there were many cars in line. We were stuck there the whole time.
Then he had to leave early to avoid arriving too late as he's working tomorrow.
I despise this feeling.
All the anticipation I had the whole month, pushing through every single day knowing that it brings me a day closer to being able to be in his arms again.
But it all just has to end so fast. And I have to wait for another month (or more) before we can see each other again.
I hate kissing his hand before he leaves.
I hate the sad stare he gives me. I believe he does not know it's noticeable.
I hate that I already miss him (tremendously !!) just seconds after he leaves.
I hate the fact that he has to leave !

This is seriously depressing.

xoxo