Seriously, that's how I have been feeling for the past two weeks.
Mr Sunshine has received two text messages from me telling that, "Saya seriously nak berhenti kerja !" while I was at work.
I don't know what has gotten into me, but lately I have not been able to handle all the stress at work so well.
It could be due to the recent going ons in my life, with Daddy being unwell, with the distracting pain I have been enduring and of course, work itself.
Even one minuscule thought about work can make me soooo tensed up, I get worried that I might go crazy.
Take this morning for example, I woke up and work was the first thing that crossed my mind, I felt all the muscles in my body tighten while I stared at the ceiling trying to calm myself down.
I can burst into tears any time right now.
I'm happy for those of you who are at peace with your respective jobs and love doing it day in day out but I just can't say the same for myself.
I do not know how long I can go on faking smiles.
P.S: THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL YOU KIND THOUGHTS AND WELL WISHES HERE, ON FACEBOOK OR THROUGH THE PHONE ! YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME ! YES, I MEAN YOU ! ;D
xoxo
3 comments:
Do try your utmost best to be strong and patient, my dear. This is definitely another test from Allah SWT. He undoubtedly knows what's best for you. I'm sure your Daddy would want you to be strong too. Remember the old saying 'Every cloud has a silver lining?' It's true, cliche though it may be.
Jangan sedih..Allah sentiasa bersama dengan orang yang sabar. Saya pun..sentiasa bersama xkira sabar atau kurang sedikit sabarnya. :)
“Dan apa saja musibah yang menimpa kamu maka adalah disebabkan oleh perbuatan tanganmu sendiri, dan Allah memaafkan sebagian besar (dari kesalahan-kesalahanmu)” (Asy Syuro : 30).
”Allah tidak akan membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai kesanggupannya. Dan Allah cinta dan redha kepada orang yang sabar" (Al Baqarah : 286).
Taknak stress2 ye..xelok utk kesihatan 'tubuh-tubuh' badan :p. Jom mkn gossip kitchen! hehe
Anonymous: Thank you so much. You're right, everyone goes through bad days every once in awhile. Everything happens for a reason ! ;) Thanks so much again. :)
Mr Sunshine: Thank you so so much sayang, for all your patience. I don't know what I would do without you by my side. :(
Gossip Kitchen asyik tutup je ! Pfft. Hehe.
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