how old are you ?

Daddy's latest IJN checkup revealed that his fasting plasma glucose (FPG) and triglycerides (TG) levels were elevated.
Acarbose was added to his other two antidiabetics (Metformin and Gliclazide).
The doctor did not start him on statins for his TG, but told him to watch his diet and will see how things go at his next checkup.
Hmm.
I am very worried lah.
I should be more aware of what he eats. But how do you tell your old man he can't take this and that. It feels awful. Sigh.
I should stop bringing home donuts. Not that I do all the time.
Sigh.

I am stuck at home in Putrajaya with conjunctivitis.
My right eye hurts. Sobs.
I am sick of all the sick leaves I have been taking.
You would not believe how many days of leave I have left. It's not even Raya yet, and there goes my plan to save leaves for my wedding.
Sigh, depressing.

The ex came over (to Gombak) to pick up his baby pictures yesterday afternoon.
Yeah, I still had them.
Been wanting to post them back to him, but he kept refusing to give me his address, insisting that he wanted to pick them up himself.
Oh well, that's done.

I stopped blogging in my private blog for quite some time now.
I did not feel like sharing it anymore. My private thoughts would be, well for my eyes only. :p
But, around the middle of last month, I had set up my very own wedding/bridezilla blog to document my wedding preparations and made sure I am doing all the right things.
I have kept it private because I did not think anyone would be even slightly interested to read all that nonsense. Hehe.
But if anyone of you happen to be curious about what's going on in that other blog of mine, do drop me your email addresses ok ? :)
I might make it public soon though.

Argh, my eye hurts.

I have this sudden crave for Nasi Kukus.

xoxo

saya anak malaysia.

I stopped by at Alamanda after work just now to get my moisturiser which I am seriously running low of.
Found it at the Guardian there but my visit was not a very pleasant one.
You see, queuing in front of me was a foreigner. I observed how she spoke to him in English so politely, telling him how much he had to pay and smiled as she said thank you after he paid.
When it was my turn it was like she morphed into someone else. She lost her smile, might have lost her voice too as she did not utter a single word to me. Not even to let me know how much I had to pay but of course I knew that from the display.
I looked at her and thanked her after paying, but still, no smile and no thank you. Not even a terima kasih.
WTH ?
So now there are different ways to treat locals and non-locals ?

Sigh.

xoxo

geli me now.

I am on call tonight (yesterday night) again.
Time flew by real fast tonight.
I spent half of the night uploading my engagement photos on my Facebook.
Yes, Ann and I met up and I have finally got my hands on them pretty shots !
Feast your eyes on a few of them ! ;)

Lene did my make-up for the day. I've always told you my sister is hebat.

My hantaran. Done by Sal (mostly) and Lene at the very very last minute. I did mention that they stayed up until almost 6 am that day, right ?

This did not take as long as I thought it would. But my heart was racing while waiting upstairs.

Heart still racing. You can tell just by looking at my OMG-what-am-I-supposed-to-do-now look.

The stubborn ring. Embarrassed me in front of all. My future MIL actually jokingly said, "Dah gemuk kot" when it took so long for the ring to actually fit. Sobs ! Truth is, when we bought it, I tried it on my left ring finger (which is slightly smaller than my right side) and it fitted perfectly. Reminder: Try rings on fingers on both sides in future.

Finally ! Cium sikit. Thank you thank you. :)

Alhamdulillah. InsyaAllah. Aamin. :)

With future MIL and SILs. :)

Family !

Orang orang kuat saya. ♥

Besties. ;)

Cousins.

Family again.

Soon to be Mr and Mrs ! ♥

And I have save the best for last...

DADDY CANDY THE ULTIMATE COMEL-EST SUPER DUPER COOL DAD.
(pardon my grammar, I ♥ my Daddy)

I have about half an hour until my shift is over but I have not rested at all.
I hope I'd be able to drive back safely to Gombak later as I've got a couple of important things to settle.

I miss my sister lah.
It's a peculiar feeling, it's not that we used to see each other everyday as I am here on most days.
But still, I miss her.

xoxo

don't stop till you get enough.

Daddy, Marc and I just got back from sending Lene to UiTM Kuala Pilah.
I know it's not as far as Segamat, but I was a bit heavyhearted to leave her there.
It was definitely sad.
I have my worries too but I have to keep on reminding myself that she's gotta learn to cope on her own already.
The campus was pretty nice to me, especially her hostel which has an apartment concept with three rooms, each having two single beds, a study table and lamp and a cupboard. So it's six persons sharing a bathroom, and a living hall which is way different from what I had when I was staying in a hostel in Shah Alam.
Marc and I were telling her over and over again that she was soo lucky !
Kuala Pilah town is about 10 to 15 minutes away from the campus.
I pray she stays strong and perseveres. Aamin.

Michael Jackson's passing is really, really sad.
I would not call myself a fanatic of him but I grew up listening to his music. Almost every song of his links me to a memory I can never forget, can you relate to that ?
And to me, he's a superb performer. Irreplaceable.
Sigh.

Life is so fragile.
I know I am sounding like a broken record here.
But I feel it's always good to keep reminding oneself of the ephemerality of every thing and soul.

I need to brush up on my English verbal ability.
It's atrocious, and it worsens by the day.
It's embarrassing that nowadays I find myself struggling to construct a proper English sentence when Daddy speaks impeccably.
I used to speak way better when I was in secondary school !
How lah ?!
Sigh.

I miss Lene.
Now who's gonna laugh (or pretend to) at my jokes at home ? :(

I am gonna have to work tomorrow.
Gotta get some rest, goodnight.

xoxo