sigh sigh sigh.

Happy Friday everyone.
Hope that all of you are doing ok.
This is an emotional post, stop here if you don't feel like being dragged into my depressing rants.

I am on medical leave at home and am advised to isolate myself from everyone else.
I fell sick with cough, flu along with on and off fever after working the night shift last Monday night. Which is a cause to worry, I guess.
I was started on Oseltamivir as chemoprophylaxis.
Sigh.
I called my preceptor yesterday and told him that I'd come back to work if I feel better, but he told me to stay at home and rest it out and come back on Monday.
Sigh.
The only thing I am worried about is my leave, which I have none left.
I was content with the news that I did not have to extend this phase after discussion with our Head of Department last month, and then I just had to fall sick again, didn't I ?
Double sigh.
I don't want to have to extend this and lose my seniority. OK it's not actually about the seniority status. Who cares ?
I JUST DO NOT WANT TO STAY LIKE THIS ANY LONGER THAN I AM SUPPOSED TO.
Triple sigh.
And just when I tweeted about having a week left from last Tuesday to settle everything (ie: finish up my clinical work, my research write up, get my log book signed by the four preceptors I have left), THIS had to happen.

SIGH.

My mind is so cluttered I wish I could blow my brains out.
Literally.

Mr Sunshine has the chickenpox and is on leave for two weeks.
And that just adds to this depressing state I am in.

SIGH.

What's worse than sighing every second ?
Crying.
So I'll do just that.
Bye.

xoxo