i'm smitten part 2.

Currently feeling: Restless

Currently listening to: Gravity - John Mayer

It has been quite awhile since I've listened to this song. I ♥ John Mayer this song.

Here's the thing, I have recently developed this huge crush on a guy I've known for a few years but just recently got close to. And, no, I'm not gonna disclose who he is, yet. Hee.
And I feel like a fool because I think he knows.
Malu okay !
Sigh.

I'm becoming a hopeless case nowadays.
I would go online everyday, hoping to see him online.
Every time my phone rings/beeps, I'm hoping that it would be him.
And if it's not, I'd be so let down and start getting so anxious all over again while waiting for the next time he would sms me.

Just the sight of him is enough to keep me smiling the whole day through.
He's driving me crazy.

So now I'm overwhelmed with all these ridiculous emotions. Paranoia included.

Why paranoia ? Well, because I get all worked up if he doesn't show up online or sms me. My mind starts making assumptions and jumping to nonsensical conclusions.
Hey, I've never been a really optimistic person, as you all might already know.

So yeah, it's embarrassing and it's driving me insane.
It's sooo hard to keep my cool whenever we bump into each other.

This has gotta stop.
I've gotta make this stop.
Does it have to stop ?

I don't want it stop.
Because currently he's the only thing that is making me smile.

Phew. I'm glad I got that off my chest.
And I bet I've got all of you curious right now eh ?

xoxo