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Sunday, February 10, 2008

5 times a day for 7 days.

Currently feeling: Unwell
Currently listening to: Marvelous Things - Eisley


Dear big teeth,
I chose not to do as told just to get at you.
It's bad enough that I allow you to toy with my self esteem.

I haven't been answering calls or replying smses from the ex's family. I just don't want to. I don't owe them anything. I owe myself the opportunity to move on with my life without any hindrance.
I do feel bad. But you've got to be cruel to be kind, eh ?

The ex tried to strike up a conversation online with me two days ago.
It was then that I realized that I don't really care about him anymore.
Whatever goes on in his life is none of my concern anymore.
Well, it's about time. Alhamdulillah.

It couldn't have arrived at a better time, could it ? Sigh. Sad okay.
I have to keep reminding myself to be patient.
I was reminded by Cheryl that when it rains, it pours.
But every cloud has a silver lining.

Haha this post is like a little composition on idioms or something.

The sister just left for home with Daddy. Sobs.
Daddy was here since this afternoon.
He took me to the pharmacy to get my medication.

Dear you, I am truly sorry for how things have turned out.
I really hope you're okay.

Goodnight.

xoxo

4 comments:

Gan said...

Hey you. :) So happy for you. It's about time, yeah. *Hugs!*

Feli said...

Good for you! One day at a time is what I always say! :) One day you'll wake up and realise it's all over. Til then treat yourself to a KitKat on me - I belanja, you pay ;)

Love u!

echo machine said...

HEBAT!

*salute*

Melissa said...

Thanks my darlings !
Love you all ! =)